Feels like I've hit the point where it can't get worse. Despite my optimism, reality tends to suck when it rears up at you from out of nowhere.

Feeling rather sick this morning as I write a belated update. Nosebleed the other day, haven't been able to sleep despite trying to lay in bed for hours and when I finally do get out of bed I shiver as if I were outside in the snow wearing my pj's. Not sure what else there is to do right now but curl up under a heated blanket, maybe two blanket and try to figure out how to start getting it on track again.